I lost a muskie this morning. I timed the window oh, so fucking perfectly too, with mornings that for the first time in months were crisp and cold that suspended a slight mist above the river, an uptick in flows and downtick in water temps, and a lunar major that coincided with the rising of the sun. I woke up at six and immediately drove down to the river, throwing topwater and figure-8-ing after each cast.
Hopping spots, skipping around back and forth like a little rippling flatstone between all the river spots that at this point I've fished for so many years and know like the back of my hand. I had a small muskie barely tail-smack my glide that I missed. Still kept moving down river, moving to a canal lock where I'd seen them stack up in the mouth of before. I watched my bone colored glidebait swipe left past a tree, then watched a giant muskie swipe right out of the tree and t-bone it. I had her one for about five seconds before my line suddenly went slack. My 50lb flourocarbon leader looked like hell. I sunk to the ground in defeat, immediately called Max and told him what happened. If that glidebait had just popped out of it's toothy maw I wouldn't have been so upset, but the fact that it broke off had me worried that it wouldn't be able to properly feed with such a large bait stuck in its jaw. However, I've seen videos of fish with practically no upper jaw, muskies with what look with propeller wounds, slash marks, all ilk of injury. We should do our best to conserve and handle well all fish we plan on releasing, but nature is a tough bitch and fish are hardier than we think. I'm gonna muskie fish more and that means I will lose more fish.
Muskie fishing is one of the most adversarial things I've ever had the privilege of becoming obsessed with. That's something that I will just have to accept if I'm going to become a member of the muskie guild, which is a full intention that I have.
Muskie anglers have an obsession like no other breed of angler on the planet, following moon phases about as closely as the mouthless Luna moths I've been finding the past few days at work. Lunas don't feed in their adult form, packing all feeding activity into the walnuts while in larval form in the July full moon and then emerging two to three weeks later glowing green under the moonlight to breed and dance and die.
Embrace loss, both mouthed and unmouthed. Life's a blessing to have lost at all! How lucky you are to have such things to lose.